Thursday, May 20, 2010


I am so very tired, fatigued of what had happened in the last 2 months.

From the self-interpreted prospect of having a relationship, family and relatives commitment, work play and life balancing, academic pressures, student club commitments, mental and emotional growth, maturing and realising that my naive ideals cannot overcome harsh realities in life and commitments to the friendships which I value so - this has literally caused me to crash into a pit of burden.

My eating plan is out of place.
My regular exercise is out of sync.
My study patterns have gone haywire.
My bank balance has increased volatility.
My quest for a job has been totally postponed.

For some reason it just FEELS really busy and tiring... not sure if it really is or not.

I just want some time to game for like a week straight inside my house and be anti-social haha. I need a break from the world somehow, or maybe this is just how life has decided to change itself and I need to be constantly thinking on my feet.