Grace Period

Ok so my friend Grace just had her birthday party, but this post is more so about a period of peaceful times that I am able to immerse myself in.

Feel so good because:

• No pressure
• No obligations
• No committments
• Can waste time like however I wish - BEST FEELING EVER
• Reminiscing good times
• Feeling VERY lucky and fortunate to be in my current position
• EXCITED about next semester's units (yes i'm a huge nerd)
  

Few things on my mind however:

• My patience is being tested (in putting up with people, god i'm anal)
• Getting lazy with my greatest enemy - EXERCISE
• Do I need to start hopping back into the game/scene soon? (still feeling bitter about it though, and honestly feels like a waste of time)
• What do people REALLY think about me? (though I try to think the best of people, am I just a bother?)
• Am I being more and more of a contradiction to what I claim myself to be?
• Might rage quit job soon hahahaha!
• How can I get the extra 20%? Not just stop at 80% (yep, words stolen from a friend) I WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY! but i'm friggin lazy lol